Vol. 8 No. 3

Winter 2025

Waiting for Godot
Editor's Note
A Poem in Which I Live Happily Ever After
Terra Bella
Vick's Vapo-Rub
your father
Zero to Infinity
Tiny Fish
As If I Were a Meadow/Antonietta
How to Keep Produce Fresh
From East to West
Crossroads
a jumping fish in three parts
What Drops on the Ground Becomes Fertile
A Dedication
When I Left the South
The Site
Unclaimed
The Pool Isn’t Empty
The Unknowable
Quatern: Spinoza in Exile I
Why a Dove
Autumn Leaves in Taos
Snow Angel
When I worked security, we’d walk
wedding garden
Rummage
Birthday Party All Tricked Out
Herd Instinct (A Diptych)
Crawfishing in Macleay Park
Communion II
Loquiphobia
Toronto Night
How to Make Potatoes Au Gratin for a Family Holiday
Cactus Fruit
Nobody’s Girl
We Can’t Find Where My Grandparents Are Buried
The River Calls For Us All
Hook
Scavengers
Shaving
Interchange
schedule this message to send at 3am
Wes Anderson
Cartload
While attending the Deep Vellum ten-year anniversary party at The Wild Detectives
Camera Obscura as Self-Portrait
Returning from an earthworm’s funeral procession being carried out by razor jaw ants, we get stuck in rain*
Imprint
This doe as a map
Cicadas, Puenta Allen, Yucatán
Stab Shallow
Mystic Aquarium
Summer A
Vigil
Interior
Untertow: A Love Story
Medusahead
When my lover wakes, there are no warplanes in the sky
Stones & Stories
After One Last Trip to the Store
Even a Rabbit Can Twist an Ankle
Someone Always Needs to Explain
So Many Books, Too Few Elders
Tree-Eaters
Fast Friends
Wild
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Atoning
Lily Elsie Before The Merry Widow
Dick Van Dyke flees his Malibu home
How to Lucid Dream
Six Characters in Search of an Author

Returning from an earthworm’s funeral procession being carried out by razor jaw ants, we get stuck in rain*

Nagarhole National Park, Karnataka

The earth is littered with the rainforest’s decaying longings.
All shades of brown, from acceptable to unacceptable, lying
On top of each other, shuffled for suitability of daddy long legs
And Russell’s vipers. Two hours ago, our guide had shown us

unmistakable footprints of a memory
of elephants. We’d wondered then, like we wonder now,
wet heads under this mud-brick, thatch-roof shelter engulfed by
flame-of-the-forest, rosewood, crocodile bark,
about the dead earthworm. Its udon noodle body               lifeless.

All of its four pairs of hearts finally at rest, unable to love anymore
Itself and the mud. How will the ants eat it?, You’d asked the guide,
after taking several photos of the procession on your mirrorless
          camera
its eye the only eye at dawn
whistling schoolboys and spotted chevrotains couldn’t avoid.

They’ll probably take it apart, skin first, organs later, he’d said.
Your claws clutched my arms tighter than the mandibles of the razor jaw ants
heaving back to their underground lair, an earthworm-shaped feast.

Even the hearts?, you’d asked, the memory of gouging chicken hearts
At the new Korean restaurant in Bangalore last month already
          mulched.
Transformed into the Himalayan balsam’s seed pod
a millisecond before its explosive dispersal, he muttered
under his breath, Tell me, saar, what good are dead hearts?

We gawked at each other, then at the grumbling clouds so close
To the canopy, we could touch them, if we wanted to.
         
         
         
         
         
         
         
         
         
         

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*The landscape of this poem contains flora and fauna found within the Nagarhole National Park. Some of them endemic to the region, others endangered or invasive. Here’s a list of them in order of appearance in the poem: razor jaw ants, daddy long legs, Russell’s vipers, elephants, flame-of-the-forest, rosewood, crocodile bark tree, whistling schoolboys, spotted chevrotains, Himalayan Balsam tree.

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