do your ancestors know you are the one they are waiting for?

some have no interest in looking under gravestones for ghosts /

don’t look there / there’s nothing to see / climb high enough in the

branches of your family tree / there is a witch who narrowly

escaped being burned alive /and a priest who didn’t /

laundresses / bright smiths / gandy dancers / rivers of babies

who died in infancy / women who made things with their hands /

men who made war / family resemblance is a mystery / it skips

generations / a ghost child returns from the past / a lost child

is born who can’t see her eyes in anyone else’s eyes /

nothing is erased / only buried / there are no good old days /

names changed hands like weapons / farmers turned over

more than land / no one escaped the trauma of loneliness

and whiskey was cheap therapy / what if all you had to process

was the pain of this one lifetime? / not you / you’ve reached

the end of the line / your ancestors speak through the cracks

in your bones like you need each other to heal / they arrange

themselves as airplanes behind a runway waiting to land /

talk to them / ask them to haunt / your dreams / open the past

and walk through it / meet your foremother / more than

a century between / you / but like you left Minnesota for

washington / your house / not far from her little blue house /

meet your great-great-great-great grandfather / his obituary

reads hell to him was what men make for themselves here on earth /

remember him as someone who was given a life and chose

to learn from it / when your father said you were born hyperaware /

it wasn’t him who said it / he became a conduit through

which your ancestors summoned you /and they said

other things too / go where the whales are / find a boat

that will carry you across the water / it will carry us all home

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