Vol. 8 No. 3

Winter 2025

Waiting for Godot
Editor's Note
A Poem in Which I Live Happily Ever After
Terra Bella
Vick's Vapo-Rub
your father
Zero to Infinity
Tiny Fish
As If I Were a Meadow/Antonietta
How to Keep Produce Fresh
From East to West
Crossroads
a jumping fish in three parts
What Drops on the Ground Becomes Fertile
A Dedication
When I Left the South
The Site
Unclaimed
The Pool Isn’t Empty
The Unknowable
Quatern: Spinoza in Exile I
Why a Dove
Autumn Leaves in Taos
Snow Angel
When I worked security, we’d walk
wedding garden
Rummage
Birthday Party All Tricked Out
Herd Instinct (A Diptych)
Crawfishing in Macleay Park
Communion II
Loquiphobia
Toronto Night
How to Make Potatoes Au Gratin for a Family Holiday
Cactus Fruit
Nobody’s Girl
We Can’t Find Where My Grandparents Are Buried
The River Calls For Us All
Hook
Scavengers
Shaving
Interchange
schedule this message to send at 3am
Wes Anderson
Cartload
While attending the Deep Vellum ten-year anniversary party at The Wild Detectives
Camera Obscura as Self-Portrait
Returning from an earthworm’s funeral procession being carried out by razor jaw ants, we get stuck in rain*
Imprint
This doe as a map
Cicadas, Puenta Allen, Yucatán
Stab Shallow
Mystic Aquarium
Summer A
Vigil
Interior
Untertow: A Love Story
Medusahead
When my lover wakes, there are no warplanes in the sky
Stones & Stories
After One Last Trip to the Store
Even a Rabbit Can Twist an Ankle
Someone Always Needs to Explain
So Many Books, Too Few Elders
Tree-Eaters
Fast Friends
Wild
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Atoning
Lily Elsie Before The Merry Widow
Dick Van Dyke flees his Malibu home
How to Lucid Dream
Six Characters in Search of an Author

Editor’s Note

Dear Readers,

Whenever I am by the ocean, I walk on the beach and look for stones, sand dollars, and shells. I collect them and take them home, for no particular purpose but to enjoy their shapes. Sometimes I spot an especially impressive specimen half-buried in the sand and am disappointed when, upon excavation, I find it broken. I want intact shells, not fragments. Virginia Craighill reminds us in her poem Scavengers: “but broken things have their own pattern.” So much is broken. We find it disturbing, and our impulse is to fix it. When we cannot restore it flawlessly, we practice the art of kintsugi, the Japanese technique now so popular in the self-help books, to highlight the cracks. But maybe we need to sit with the brokenness for a while, accept it, learn to be comfortable around it, “let them fall in fragments as they will.”

Several poems in this issue speak about grief. When we are left with an absence we cannot fill, a tear we cannot mend, we must sit with the fragments and wait until they reveal their pattern. I love what J.L. Yocum says in his poem Your father: “love is the blueprint to grief’s concrete foundation.”

The poems in this issue have us ponder a doe as a map, invite us to an earthworm’s funeral procession, remember grandfathers and fathers.

Many of the poems are strongly rooted in places. We travel to a creek in the Pacific Northwest, to a salt flat on an island in Massachusetts, to the rainforest in a National Park in India. How marvelous that humans in so many different places share this universal impulse to craft their thoughts into poems and to send them out into the world – like the asters that have now finished their labor of blooming and send their seeds on little parachutes into the unknown, not knowing whether they will land on fertile soil. It takes courage and hope. By letting these kernels of human creativity land with you, dear readers, you too, are part of this radical act of hope. Thank you for being here.

Agnes Vojta

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