Vol. 8 No. 3

Winter 2025

Waiting for Godot
Editor's Note
A Poem in Which I Live Happily Ever After
Terra Bella
Vick's Vapo-Rub
your father
Zero to Infinity
Tiny Fish
As If I Were a Meadow/Antonietta
How to Keep Produce Fresh
From East to West
Crossroads
a jumping fish in three parts
What Drops on the Ground Becomes Fertile
A Dedication
When I Left the South
The Site
Unclaimed
The Pool Isn’t Empty
The Unknowable
Quatern: Spinoza in Exile I
Why a Dove
Autumn Leaves in Taos
Snow Angel
When I worked security, we’d walk
wedding garden
Rummage
Birthday Party All Tricked Out
Herd Instinct (A Diptych)
Crawfishing in Macleay Park
Communion II
Loquiphobia
Toronto Night
How to Make Potatoes Au Gratin for a Family Holiday
Cactus Fruit
Nobody’s Girl
We Can’t Find Where My Grandparents Are Buried
The River Calls For Us All
Hook
Scavengers
Shaving
Interchange
schedule this message to send at 3am
Wes Anderson
Cartload
While attending the Deep Vellum ten-year anniversary party at The Wild Detectives
Camera Obscura as Self-Portrait
Returning from an earthworm’s funeral procession being carried out by razor jaw ants, we get stuck in rain*
Imprint
This doe as a map
Cicadas, Puenta Allen, Yucatán
Stab Shallow
Mystic Aquarium
Summer A
Vigil
Interior
Untertow: A Love Story
Medusahead
When my lover wakes, there are no warplanes in the sky
Stones & Stories
After One Last Trip to the Store
Even a Rabbit Can Twist an Ankle
Someone Always Needs to Explain
So Many Books, Too Few Elders
Tree-Eaters
Fast Friends
Wild
IMG_5472
Atoning
Lily Elsie Before The Merry Widow
Dick Van Dyke flees his Malibu home
How to Lucid Dream
Six Characters in Search of an Author

After One Last Trip to the Store

we all came home and locked the door,
ready, we felt, to wait
out this threat that swept
country to country to state
to state, and
we had toilet paper, coffee, and pasta,
enough dish soap, enough sugar, and
we looked at one another,
then went to different rooms
to wait.

And we had Disney+ and Netflix,
we had YouTube recipes from celebrities’ kitchens,
concerts broadcast from condominium bathrooms, tributes
to Ellis Marsalis, Bill Withers, prayers for John Prine,
the news anchors in their own basements,
live, telling us
how many people died overnight
while we waited,

while we talked about restaurants,
about canceled events, movie theaters, our friends, our offices,
we started to wonder
was that enough toilet paper after all?
Does anybody know how long
it’s been?

And we broke out
the Monopoly board, read poetry
books, started pasta craft projects,
looked out the windows
less and less,
stopped turning the TV on for the president,
the governor, the news, we wonder

will someone find us
someday as the ghosts
of who we locked in here, souls
that tired of waiting,
though kept on waiting,
our bodies lighter,
our spirits feverish,
bright, impossible
to recognize?

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