Vol. 8 No. 3

Winter 2025

Waiting for Godot
Editor's Note
A Poem in Which I Live Happily Ever After
Terra Bella
Vick's Vapo-Rub
your father
Zero to Infinity
Tiny Fish
As If I Were a Meadow/Antonietta
How to Keep Produce Fresh
From East to West
Crossroads
a jumping fish in three parts
What Drops on the Ground Becomes Fertile
A Dedication
When I Left the South
The Site
Unclaimed
The Pool Isn’t Empty
The Unknowable
Quatern: Spinoza in Exile I
Why a Dove
Autumn Leaves in Taos
Snow Angel
When I worked security, we’d walk
wedding garden
Rummage
Birthday Party All Tricked Out
Herd Instinct (A Diptych)
Crawfishing in Macleay Park
Communion II
Loquiphobia
Toronto Night
How to Make Potatoes Au Gratin for a Family Holiday
Cactus Fruit
Nobody’s Girl
We Can’t Find Where My Grandparents Are Buried
The River Calls For Us All
Hook
Scavengers
Shaving
Interchange
schedule this message to send at 3am
Wes Anderson
Cartload
While attending the Deep Vellum ten-year anniversary party at The Wild Detectives
Camera Obscura as Self-Portrait
Returning from an earthworm’s funeral procession being carried out by razor jaw ants, we get stuck in rain*
Imprint
This doe as a map
Cicadas, Puenta Allen, Yucatán
Stab Shallow
Mystic Aquarium
Summer A
Vigil
Interior
Untertow: A Love Story
Medusahead
When my lover wakes, there are no warplanes in the sky
Stones & Stories
After One Last Trip to the Store
Even a Rabbit Can Twist an Ankle
Someone Always Needs to Explain
So Many Books, Too Few Elders
Tree-Eaters
Fast Friends
Wild
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Atoning
Lily Elsie Before The Merry Widow
Dick Van Dyke flees his Malibu home
How to Lucid Dream
Six Characters in Search of an Author

Nobody’s Girl

Last night I dreamed about Thalattosuchia,
that outrageous sea crocodile, Greek-named
but raised from the clay in Southeast Asia,
on ground I could have traipsed as a kid.
The scientists said she might have lived
in freshwater. Renderings depict a dolphin
barracuda, but I don’t know how the artists
get there from the bones, those gaping spaces
between the ribs—fins that hid longer limbs
than expected. Her skeleton dated Jurassic,
making me think, of course, of the classic horror
theme park of clones I would absolutely
visit were it real. I’d go, even knowing
what I know about the end, stout legs kicking
down a gullet, what one gets for calling
a thunder-lizard a “clever girl.” The closest
we came as kids was when we dug up a pile
of skulls in the woods, unleashed our amateur
forensics. We took toothbrushes to the clay
in the sockets, wiped the long white palates
and canine grins. Our parents screamed
to bury the dog bones back in the ground again,
to stop making disturbances, dirtying our dresses.
In dreams I lie back, spine to the iron-drenched
soil, summoning that rush of wonder,
willing her to swallow me whole.

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