Vol. 8 No. 3

Winter 2025

Waiting for Godot
Editor's Note
A Poem in Which I Live Happily Ever After
Terra Bella
Vick's Vapo-Rub
your father
Zero to Infinity
Tiny Fish
As If I Were a Meadow/Antonietta
How to Keep Produce Fresh
From East to West
Crossroads
a jumping fish in three parts
What Drops on the Ground Becomes Fertile
A Dedication
When I Left the South
The Site
Unclaimed
The Pool Isn’t Empty
The Unknowable
Quatern: Spinoza in Exile I
Why a Dove
Autumn Leaves in Taos
Snow Angel
When I worked security, we’d walk
wedding garden
Rummage
Birthday Party All Tricked Out
Herd Instinct (A Diptych)
Crawfishing in Macleay Park
Communion II
Loquiphobia
Toronto Night
How to Make Potatoes Au Gratin for a Family Holiday
Cactus Fruit
Nobody’s Girl
We Can’t Find Where My Grandparents Are Buried
The River Calls For Us All
Hook
Scavengers
Shaving
Interchange
schedule this message to send at 3am
Wes Anderson
Cartload
While attending the Deep Vellum ten-year anniversary party at The Wild Detectives
Camera Obscura as Self-Portrait
Returning from an earthworm’s funeral procession being carried out by razor jaw ants, we get stuck in rain*
Imprint
This doe as a map
Cicadas, Puenta Allen, Yucatán
Stab Shallow
Mystic Aquarium
Summer A
Vigil
Interior
Untertow: A Love Story
Medusahead
When my lover wakes, there are no warplanes in the sky
Stones & Stories
After One Last Trip to the Store
Even a Rabbit Can Twist an Ankle
Someone Always Needs to Explain
So Many Books, Too Few Elders
Tree-Eaters
Fast Friends
Wild
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Atoning
Lily Elsie Before The Merry Widow
Dick Van Dyke flees his Malibu home
How to Lucid Dream
Six Characters in Search of an Author

Herd Instinct (A Diptych)

Plum Island

The older women always shout out a greeting:
“What have you seen down that way?”
They offer up a peregrine
a chance for an owl
some tripods set up near the salt marsh
make a worried cluck at the state
of the ice on the walkway
Down a side path, you call my name in a hush
point out the doe watching from behind a scrim of bramble
eyes huge and glistening
ears furred and alert
A few minutes later, a woman asks if we have seen any
deer or if they have killed them all
like the newspaper said they would
culling is a word that hides things
And I worry for the ladies strolling unaccompanied
in the national wildlife refuge human and ungulate alike

         

Fifty Pounds of Venison

My husband killed a deer
and by nightfall its cooling body
rested in my yard, eyes still
wet and deep
I knew I was supposed to marvel
and be impressed
but what I had to do is rest my hand
on its soft fur and press until
the death rose up,
cluck and say
Oh buddy
Poor buddy
feeling mostly sad
yet determined I would eat him
because the thing had already
been done and it seemed a shame
to be so tenderhearted
that an animal should lose its life
then go to waste.

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